Embarrassing Moments #1

Yes we all have our fair share of embarrassing moments but I seem to have a lot more of it than the rest; which isn’t really fair at all…

To add on the countless times I’ve fell, I fell today during lunch, at the coffeshop while ordering my charsiu siu yok fan. Teruk man. Aunty at the stall tried very hard not to laugh, but she was grinning ear to ear when I picked myself up, tried to act normal, and then continued to order my lunch. All this in front of my colleague some more. sigh.

If it were to be a bad fall, I would’ve had sprained my ‘the other’ ankle as well already. Now, wouldn’t that be really funny? me spraining both of my ankles. LOL.

lesson learnt : not to laugh at Cheryl when she went through some difficulty with her skirt a couple of days ago :D

Pics pics pics! Ling bday dinner@madam kwans.

Work woes #1

I took one hr and 20 minutes to reach my destination today. Good thing I left my office early. If not, god knows what will happen then! Tsktsk.

I think I took a very, very long way to reach UNITEN ( customer’s place not there, prolly just about 2-3 minutes away ). Went through SILK highway, paid a lot of tolls, made a lot of U-turns, made a dozen of panic calls, stopped at the side of the road to ask directions, one moment thought I’d be really reaching Seremban soon and wondered even if I’m ever going to make it to the customer’s place.

Teehee!

Well, it was quite an enjoyable roadtrip albeit a very ‘kan cheong’ one.

Don’t ask me for directions to UNITEN or Kajang or Bangi or Bandar Baru Bangi, because I STILL don’t know. :P

After cutting my hair short short last end of the year, I told myself that I’m going to grow it long this time. But the problem with me is that, most of the time I don’t have the patience to wait for it to grow to a considerably ‘long’ length. My hair gets messy and I get so fed up with it till I’m tempted to chop it back short again, which is what I’m feeling now. So what do you all think? Short or long? :P

Work is full of ups and downs and at this current moment, it’s back to a low note. What I mean by low is that I sit in the office; chat, surf and blog to fill up my time. When I tell this to my peers, they say ‘Good for u lah!’ and asked me to enjoy it. Compared to the workload and the stress they have, they told me that my job is to die for! Sit down do nothing and get paid. Sounds perfect doesn’t it? While I understand where they’re coming from, I tell them the grass is always greener on the other side. I sometimes wish I had their amount of work, and their amount of stress. Crazy I know but true. I envy my friends who complain that they have too much work.

Then I ask myself. What kind of life do I want? Do I want to be slogging day in and day out in my office, killing whatever little social life I have left after started working, or do I want a stress-free job that pays me well and allows me to do a whole lot of other things I love? For now, anything that fills up my time at work sounds like a pretty good option. What do I really want?

Sometimes I feel useless. Sometimes I feel unmotivated. Sometimes I feel I’m just leeching of my company. I might be too proud but at times, I just feel lousy. How can I possibly find joy in my workplace? What if you do not love what you’re doing?

I came to a bitter conclusion that if I happen to find joy at my work place; that’s a real bonus, but if I don’t; then that’s life man. No drama-mama because that’s reality slapping you at your face and you probably do not deserve to complain because there’s a thousand and one others out there who are feeling the same way. ‘Welcome to the family’, they say. While all this gave me temporary consolation, coming to such conclusions only made me feel powerless, as if I’ve no control.

I don’t want realities of life to control my life. I want GOD to control my life. I don’t want to be a victim of circumstances. I don’t want to give in to circumstances. And if I don’t find joy now, I pray that God would give me joy soon. And if I cannot find satisfaction now, I pray that God would give me satisfaction soon. I pray that God would give me whatever I need.

I’m placed at where I am now for a reason and I must make the most of it.

Difficult it might be, but I’m going to try.

Difficult it might be; I’m still not a quitter!

oooo ooo ooo..

when i did tat tag, i forgot tat i can actually tag ppl! ahaha..okok ...so here goes my list of ppl im tagging now..(just for fun la..)

1) IMER GEH!! ( u better do this!!! )
2) pris
3) angel
4) clare
5) sexylicious
6) christian
7) terry menerry
8) sharon mharon

since number 2 and 3 has already been tagged by belle and now me, the both of you have to give us a better description of your guy. n0 one liners yea? nyeknyeknyek...

cheers!!

Half of my household woke up a little more cheerie today. When I say half, I meant dad and myself. Hehe..dad was humming to ‘We are the Champions by Queen’ while I was ironing my top, which in the end got me humming to that tune as well. Funny thing was that I had a lot of extra time today as I prepared for work today. Got time to iron clothes and got even time to make myself a hot cup of milo! ( I usually don’t have time to take breakfast wan ). Then I left my hse even earlier than usual. Got to office, parked my car and then I drop by at Mcd’s to get myself some hash brownies. Opps. I meant hash browns. :D

Yesterday nite was quite interesting.

I had my whole night planned out nicely and when I came back home bout 11, I took a nice hot bath and was all ready to sit down on my couch to watch the England match on my tv. 12am came and I looked at the tv . Hey, that doesn’t look like England! I panicked and hurried to the newspaper to check the tv guide.

12am..12am..england..england vs Trinidad and Tobago.. …( as my heart beats faster )

*&@#*()&@#!!!!!

WHATTT?? how can it not be shown on normal tv!!! (btw, to those of you who don’t know, I’m one of the few ppl who stays in jungle and don’t have astro wan ok..hehe )

Tat time super emo..

Why didn’t I check? Why didn’t I check?? Arrrgghh… how can I watch it now??? Everybody who is gonna watch the game is already somewhere watching it dy! How how how?

Then I realized. I quickly ran to my parents room and found that dad wasn’t home yet. Hmmm, could he be out watching the match as well? I gave him a hurried SMS.

Dad, are you watching the game?

Yes, I’m at uncle lee’s hse.

Where is uncle lee’s hse??

Then dad called and saved the day. I think he’s the only man that I know who is willing to tear himself away fr the match halfway to go fetch somebody. Lol! What sacrifice!

DADDY YOU’RE THE BEST! ( as how amber chia does it in that ad on radio )

How often do you have ur dad picking u up at 1215 in the morning to go watch some football match? :p

p/s : uncle lee’s hse ( where I watched footie yesterday ) has this hugeeee 60inch LCD tv which is just awwwweeesommmee!! somemore got tit bits wan – mini bar and hokkien mee, garlic bread during halftime. WALAUWEI!

my ankle is getting quite frustrating. yes i can walk around now but not for long though. it feels as if i've strained it if i walk too much. i cant jump, which is super frustrating during YC. i cant run. i cant play sports.. i've not been playing badminton for over a month now and every bit of me wants to be playing! oh well, hope it gets better soon! :D

i dont really do tags. in fact, i dont think i've done any before. but now im gonna attempt to do one, just because its my dear lil sis who tagged me. i cant refuse her can i? :p later she dowan to cover for me anymore then how? HAHA..

im supposed to list down 8 different things about my perfect lover. as i was reading my sis's list, i was thinking to myself..'man, lucky we're 8 years apart! if not confirm-firm we sure fall for same guy dy!' LOL...

so here goes, my 8 criterias... ;)

1) first and foremost, my guy has to be a passionate and driven man of God. ( if i ever am attached with one who's not, pls use this against me!! print this out and slap in onto my face! haha..)

2) i'd love a family man, one who is not afraid to show his affections.

*im tryin very hard. havent done this since a long looooong time ago..wink*

3) well, the usual stuffs; the sense of humour, the gentleman, the mr. nice guy...CANNOT be siu hei wan. i can, but he cannot! HAHA..

4) watever my sis have listed?!?!

5) must think that im the BEST thing that has ever happened to him!!!!!! hahaha...

6) being able to serenade me with lovely songs would be a big plus!! :D

7) oh and cooking too?

8) and finally...must ALWAYS think that im the BEST thing that has ever happened to him!!!!!! even when im in my pajamas, with my hair all tangled up, and my teeth not brushed, I MUST STILL BE THE BEST!!! MUST! keke..

yay! im done :p

the time has arrived where any plans to go out movie, makan, mamak or shopping has to work around the world cup schedule.

dinner on sat?
erm, there's a so n so match on today..
wat about sun then?
err..cant either..u seee.. so n so player would be in the match!

u think u can win them over with ur charm? lol. i'd say fat chance. so wat do u do now when u know u cant beat them?

u don a jersey and plop down on the sofa to join them :D

every weekday i have to watch him without fail... on my tv that is! LOL

ooh, his dimples melts my heart into squishy squashy blobs of water

was in klcc on thurs and as we walked towards the foodcourt for lunch (btw, lunching in klcc is crazy!!), i saw the Crumpler shop.

*hey, i didnt know that was here. *

i was going up the escalator when my eye caught something in the shop that made my heart skipped a beat.

OMG!!! OMMG!!!!




crumpler bag in purple!!!

i've rediscovered the joys of wifi at my home. router configurations didnt work before this and i too lazy to fix it until today, mum got somebody to do it.

and TADA!!

its all up and running now! yay! :P

she even got the printer working as well. *shiok*.. hehe..

everything all done without me even breaking a sweat. *double shiok*

well aint it how it should be? let the men do the all technical stuffs and leave the girls to do the cooking. right right?


RIGHT???

hahaha..

SOMEBODY...

*u might know who this person is....*

owes me bah chang.

HMPPHH!

ooooh..somebody's gonna get hurt real bad tonite...