all my bags are packed, im ready to go.im standing here, outside your doori hate to wake u up to say goodbye

im leaving on a jet plane, dont know when i'll be back again*humhum* ( i dunno the lyrics already ) ehehe...

lalalalalalala....:p

as i was waiting outside guardian, outama, for my mum n sis, i was standing and just looking at ppl, shops or things that caught my attention. and then i looked up to the 2nd floor. and the whole scene brought me back to years before, prolly about 4 years or so. thinking of how it was back then and how sweet the memory is, brought a smile to my face and reminded me of how things have changed so much. then i realised of all the fears i have, including lizards, thrill rides, death of loved ones and so on, i've never once thought that losing my memory would be something i'd actually fear.

but what if someday and somehow, i were to have no memory of my loved ones and the joy they bring me, no memory of my friends who means so much to me, no memory of the beautiful words that were spoken to me which has lifted my spirits or occasions and moments that has given my life so much more meaning? what if i cant remember all those anymore?

the 2 lovely birthday girls. love u both!! *hugs*

the delicious brownies. u wouldnt want to know what's written on it. haha.

my very much anticipated, lovey-dovey, oh-so-romantic ferris wheel ride didnt turned out exactly how i hoped it'd be. i was too 'traumatised' by the ride before that to enjoy any bit of it. sigh. it was a ride called 'challenger' which i thought was gonna be easy peasy at first, but obviously i was wrong becos i was so terrified that all i did during the entire ride was to shut my eyes tight and to grip the bars till my hands hurt. for the whole 2-3 minutes of the ride, all that was running thru my mind were 'man, when will this ever end???' and 'i wanna stop the ride now!!' haha.. i couldnt even let out a single scream la. got a lil sick after that and had to be sent home. lol. ah, guess im just not thrill ride material. hehe..

saya telah mendapat inspirasi daripada blog-blog rakan-rakanku untuk 'berblog' dalam bahasa yang lain. ada yang blog dalam bahasa cina, dan ada juga dalam Bahasa Melayu, bahasa kebangsaan kita. oleh itu, saya ikut je. seronok ya? maafkan saya jika BM saya tak bagus kerana telah lama tidak menulis karangan seperti semasa di sekolah.

hujung minggu yang lalu, banyak perkara telah berlaku. ada beberapa majlis harijadi untuk rakan-rakan yang saya sangat sayangi, 'fun fair' yang tidak berapa 'fun', latihan untuk krismas, aktiviti istimewa di gereja kerana ada band dari perth. tidak lupa juga 'super' ahad ya. sangat letih la untuk berkejar ke sana-sini. satu aktiviti diikuti dengan satu aktiviti yang lain. ( gambar-gambar akan saya 'post' nanti kerana saya malas sekarang )

berbeza daripada kebanyakan orang, saya lega kerana hujung minggu telah sampai ke penghugung dan minggu yang baru akan bermula. bolehlah saya relak dan tidur puas-puas. haha. (saya ketawa sama saja dalam bahasa melayu, tidak perlu translasi lah ya) saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari jadi kepada melissa, joanne, dan mary-ann. banyak kucupan dan banyak pelukan untuk anda semua! sayang anda semua sangat! hahah.

saya juga ketawa semasa berblog dalam BM. semua yang saya tuliskan di sini, bunyinya agak melucukan ya? kamu setuju tak? tapi seronok juga! saya rasa, A yang saya dapat untuk SPM telah disia-siakan. maafkan saya mak dan ayah. saya akan lebih berusaha lagi. *ketawa yang amat sangat*

saya telah menghabis banyak sel-sel otakku untuk blog dalam BM. oleh itu, saya mestilah tidur untuk mencaskan balik sel-selku. begitu juga dengan rakanku, pris, kerana dia ada menolong dalam beberapa perkataan. semoga otaknya akan lebih cergas dengan latihanku. HAHAH. selamat malam ya dan mimpi manis semua!! :p

so it was off to swensens to celebrate!! hehe

my happy smile

mum n dad during their anniversary last week. love u both so much. thanks for all the support and words of encouragement when i needed it. thank you so much for all the sacrifices and being so forgiving when i mess up. i really, really appreciate the both of u. i could not have asked for lovelier parents. :p

finally, lovely sis n myself. glo, love u to bits too! muuuakkks!

im elated!!!

words cant begin to desribe how grateful and thankful i am.

jhorng called to tell tat results are out and becos he knows my password, he knew what i got before i even know it myself!! sigh. apiit hits u just lidat. no warning, no specific dates, no whatever. jus out of nowhere, u'd receive a call from ur friends to tell u that results are out. i was contemplating whether to check my results straightaway or to just wait a little while, and let myself cool down a bit first. ( was panicking a lil when i was talking to jh )

i decided to check. no point worrying any longer la.

and when i read it, i couldnt stop tears. i was so happy!! and just to double check whether i got it right or not, i asked val for confirmation, just in case. ehhe..man... really. i was so so afraid that i wouldnt do well cos i did so bad in my 2 papers. i really thought it was all over. and for my fyp, i didnt know wat to expect at all. gosh...im speechless!!! they upped my marks for that 2 papers i did badly after moderation! ( moderation is an event where an examination board fr UK will review ur exam papers and projects ) wow. everything's coming out in a mess but i dun care!..hahaha...but yeah. so grateful. so glad tat i didnt disappoint my parents, especially my dad. ( he msged my relatives and his friends to tell them my results!! aiyah dad, *paisehpaiseh* i didnt get first class also! heheh ) dad also says that he's gonna give me extra shopping money in china! nyeknyeknyek! love u so much dad!

man, 3 and a half years. officially over. ooOooOoo, i suddenly feel so grown up now. hahaha..

dad came home this afternoon and told us tat some guy tried to pickpocket him. we were shocked and obviously concerned since just a couple of weeks before, my uncle's wallet got stolen in outama. its was quite funny cos dad was smiling all the way as he told us. so mum, sis and myself were all quite wary, thinking tat dad was jus pulling our legs, as usual. he went on to say tat the guy tried to cut his backpocket, and tat he gave the guy a nice whacking. HMMM... well, there was indeed some cuts on my dad's pants but my dad throwing punches?? hahaa... he further boasted tat the guy lost his 2 front teeth and tat he's now in the hospital. WOW. gee dad, i didnt know u were that super.

but we still found the whole story unbelievable..so we asked him again and again..."really ah pah?? dun bluff us u knoww..really meh?"

to which he replied.."really la.." *pause* then *smile smile*..."really wan" then *smile smile* again.

u tell me la, how to believe my dad lidat? ehehe..till now, we still have no idea whether its all true or not.

he came home, changed his pants, then went off to work again. haha..

most of u would know tat the only thing i could prolly cook is spaghetti. and... and...and..maggi mee??? sigh, i know, i know. this is pathetic and sad. hehe..when i was staying over my friend's place in sydney, we decided tat each of us would cook one dish of chicken. i've always wanted to pick up cooking and didnt pretty much have the time OR the initiative to do it. i would look at cook books, slowly flipping its pages, marvelling at the tasty pictures but never got about in trying anything. jus too lazy la. tsktsk! so back to the sydney story, to cut long story short, wanted to cook something my mum usually cook at home, but the problem was tat i've no clue on how to do it at all. i just eat! haha... so simply la. put this, put tat. and in the end, it didnt quite end up like how mum does it but it was still edible. phew! ( otherwise, im sure i would never hear the end of it!! ) then in perth, a male actually put me to shame! he cooked us chinese, italian, bak kut teh, boil 'lobak' soup, pisang goreng and even made us apple pie!!! paisehpaiseh!! tsk.

so now, im a lil more determined to finally learn how to whip up a decent meal. (this is thanks to you, cheeminh! lol) i've been hanging out more in the kitchen than i used to while mum's cooking. the problem bout cooking is not bout the cooking really. its the hassle of preparing, the chopping, the cutting and after that, the washing up. if only its as easy as how jamie oliver does it!!! cooking programs are so, SO misleading. CHEH!

now, do u think they have cooking for DUMMIES?? :p

pris, oh pris
your hair smells like cheese
i think my heart just did a twist
im stuck on u like grease
ah, can u take me away please?
to a place where we can feast!
well, how bout chillis?

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

p/s: no, i didnt suddenly get all lovey dovey towards pris. to understand the whole story, go to prisc's blog. LOL.

i still love u pris!! MUAAAAKKKKSS!!

question : what do u get when u have a 13 year old sibling who's sitting for an art paper tomoro?
answer : asked to help her draw

i cant draw!! i really cant! lol. used to take art lessons when i was younger, and honestly, i'd come home with some pretty impressive art. even i was amazed. *bangga bangga* haha..but when i tried, after some time, to paint the exact same scenery i did a few years before, the piece of art never looks quite the same. it has huge, HUGE difference.

so wat did i do?

i picked the one easiest to draw. lol



see. easy peasy. nyeknyeknyek.

now if only she'd get good marks from this.

only you

vivid memories..

more pics!


bbq-ing by the beach! coolness!

bbq-ing again at king's park

the bright yellow car we rented

at araluen, the tulip place

mirror out of nowhere..see us cuddling together trying to get a group pic. we went there with a few of cheeminh's unimates

lovely white ones

gorgeous yellow tulips

there were 3 big bowls of chocs tat they let us taste freely! yum!!

at swanvalley where the vineyards,cheese tasting, and chocolate tasting are..having a go at the jumping shot again..LOL

as i sat down at stream cafe celebrating a friend's bday, i realised that most of them at the table have already started work, or at least, went for a few interviews. i casually told them and whoever who asks that i dont intend to start work till january next year and laugh and before i know it, we're off to another topic. it almost sounds like a joke. but wat really bugs me is that soon enough, i might be the only one without a proper job and without a productive life. im afraid that if im not using my time well enough, little by little, i drift off into a life without meaning.

bleh. the grass is always greener on the other side. the ones who have already found jobs told me to slack more cos working aint pretty. oh well....