YES! i got through fyp midpoint and lived to tell about it! lol. i'd say that it went pretty well considering how bad i imadined it to be. my accessor was very nice and understanding and at least i wasnt put into situtations where i could not answer her questions. i dont know how lenient is she with her markings but that i will leave still later to worry about. i am now happy and relieved enough and i do not want to worry bout anything for the moment. :p

i am now a bit embarrassed on what an emotional wreck i've been the last few days. heheh..i now think it was all totally uncalled for. it was mum who put everything back into perspective for me. of all the sweet encouragement and support all my friends gave me, it was only mum who dared to be blunt and honestly straightforward. well, her words did strike me hard but i know she has my best interests at heart. im only sorry i made her worry so much. so much so that she volunteered to fetch me to college and wait in the cafeteria till i am done. im touched, but i insisted i was okay enough to drive.

im weak, i admit. but in all my weakness, im made strong. this was what i kept reminding myself the last few days.

really i wanna say thank you to everyone who prayed and showed their concern.. honestly, from the bottom of my heart, i appreciate it. guess i was in a pretty bad shape on sunday huh? lol... thanks to val who kept sms-ing, asking whether i needed help with my work or not and the snail mail i just received from her today! to adeline for her sms.. kinsan and mel for their hugs on sunday. well, last but not least, to pris. this girl ere offered to come over yesterday to accompany me a bit and helped me tabulate the results from the questionnaires. she was also my 'alarm clock', calling me several times over the last few days to wake me up. she even took the effort to call me one hour later after the first call to make sure i was up and not back to my bed. her actions really did warm my heart. *smile*

yah, *hugs* to everyone!! *wink* hehe...

dccn paper is over! exams are officially over!! this calls for a celebration! oh wait, no time for celebration...and why??? cos i found out a few days ago tat i hav my fyp midpoint on monday. great news. *big sigh*

but nonetheless, i still hav reasons to be happy about. *wink*

firstly, mum woke up extra early today to make sure that i wont be late for my paper. considering its me, she just wants to be sure. tsktsk.

secondly, dad called me from work when i was still at home asking whether i've woke up already or not, wishing me all the best n all that..

AWWWWW...such love from my parents!! im so touched! *sniff sniff* thanks mum and dad!

and also such love from the people around me. all the support, encouragement, prayers, wishes, and calls are very much appreciated. *wink* thanks!

and yah, even when its dark, cloudy and raining, i still have the promise of a rainbow shining through to hold on to. *grin*

since im in the mood of posting pics, might as well post sumore taken during the eve of chinese new year..where all the adults were downstairs singing karaoke. keke..

pics fr waiseng's 21st birthday dinner

the gift we got for him..
group pics! notice tat not all were ready for the first picture. look so cute. hehe..

pics fr judahs birthday



a picture paints a thousand words. with the pics i've posted, i think its equivalent to an spm essay already. hah! enjoy! *wink wink*

pics fr half cut lemon ( too bad i couldnt stay longer )

its been a looonnng while since i updated. sigh, my streamyx is down. so tat explains the long absence. ok not only that la..with all the cny dinners n visitings, im barely home long enough to on my pc. :p

as i look out of my window now, its as tho every house in the neighbourhood is lighting up fireworks! so much so tat i dun even know where to look! splendid! *grin* i had my chance of lighting up fire crackers today though. hehe..

on an entirely different topic, pics fr mindy's 21st surprise party.



p/s : i havent been updating so long tat it feels weird updating it now. BAHHH...